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Feeling alone in my heart.
October 19, 2010, 8:25 am
Filed under: Life meh

Hi everyone,
It has been awhile since I wrote anything up. I’ve posted a lot of different things up but haven’t really wrote anything for some time.
The title gives it away on what I’m go to talk about. Now no… it is not about a boy… well it is but that boy is my brother. At 4pm 19th Oct 2010 (today) I started to feel down. Now everyone has there ups and downs but when I have any kind of down… like REAL down. I fall way deep in the water and I’m basically hopeless. Back to my brother.. I haven’t seen him for about more then maybe or over 6 months and he left the family which I understand for his reason. Now my brother is only 14 and half right now and well to cut down a long story short, i miss him so very much. I really want to see his face and hug him and all. Just writing this brings me to tears.

I was in the shower before and i sat on the ground crying and remembering the past. My childhood was nothing to complain about at all. I had and still have been loved by many and i was so innocent before.. now I still am innocent and I haven’t done any bad sins like kill, sex, alcohol, drugs, cut myself. But the one bad and most worst sin I could have done was letting my brother go and not helped him in times when he needed help and I’m so sorry brother. I wish that I could turn back time and helped you and been on your side and not on the parents side. I really regret doing that. Will you ever forgive me brother.

Turning back time is impossible but sewing up the patches isn’t impossible. It’s possible and i wish to heal myself and you to brother.

With love,
Your sister Tia.


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